missjess0401's blog

social phobia

I am 25yr old stay at home mom only because I have been too afraid to find a job or even to think about getting one makes me cry. We usually dont have enough money to pay the bills because of me. After I had my baby I started working as a receptionist at a hair salon and litterly went crazy from it. Everyone hated me, no one liked me, I always messed up. I got into a bad habbit of litterly beating myself up. banging my head into walls, pulling my hair. I guess it takes my focus off my anxiety and onto physical pain.

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