Social Anxiety Blogs

I am a 20 year old female who has realised I have had social anxiety for as far back as I can remember. Social anxiety has ruined relationships with my friends, family, boyfriends & co-workers. I also would consider myself a perfectionist. I am not the kind of person who let my feelings be known because I dont think other people would care. It's like I am not even myself, in fact, I dont even think I know what it is like to be "myself". I am constantly worried about that other people think of me and I have very low-self esteem.