Social Anxiety Blogs

So i'm also brand new to this site. After spending yet another friday night alone in my room crying I thought maybe it would be best to do SOMETHING that might help. I'm guessing almost everyone here feels the way I do, cuz it feels like I'm completely wasting my youth. Like I'm going to look back on what SHOULD be the best years of my life but are far from it. I'm only 19, and I've been struggling with what I now know is SAD since I was 12. Throughout junior high I was extremely quiet, had bad skin, and blushed in almost any social situation.