Social Anxiety Blogs

I have to admit that coming down here to visit my best friend was probably the best thing that I could have done. I'm really, really, REALLY glad that he brought up about me coming down here.

I haven't been depressed at all this time around and I'm even okay with leaving today to go home. Last time, I ended up staying an extra day because I was too depressed to drive. I've even been sleeping better since I've been here. I fell out the first night (well, I did dose myself with sinus stuff...) but last night, I fell asleep with no problems at all... really odd for me.

We really didn't do much of anything, which was fine with me. The first day, we just went out for dinner McDonald's since it's right around the corner from the motel) and yesterday, we went to Walmart, just to get out, walk around and look at stuff. My best friend got something that he needed and I got a 6 pack of soda since I only had one left from my trip down.

I always feel at home when I'm down here. Thankfully, I've been down here enough times to where I can pretty much find my way around, which is a good thing.

The only irritating thing about this trip is that the internet connection at the motel was kind of spotty. I found that when I left my computer on instead of shutting down when we left the room for whatever, the connection seemed more stable for some reason. I think I'm going to talk to the tech guy when I check out, just to see if it's something with my computer or if they were having trouble with the routers.

At any rate, even though I'm not looking forward to my 5 hour drive home (I never really am...), at least I'm up relatively early and I'm getting ready for it... that's a far cry from how I usually feel.