Depression... again

Yeah, it's back. All I want to do is sleep. And that's pretty much what I've been doing all day today.

All the enthusiasm that I had for going away Sunday has pretty much gone away. Now, all I want to do is be left alone... totally alone. Sadly, I promised to go Sunday and I know that they want me there. I'm just having a really hard time working myself up to doing any 'celebrating'.

Every time I see/hear the words 'Merry Christmas' or 'Happy Holidays', I want to scream.