Social Anxiety Blogs

I contacted two people downstate, that still help with the club I used to belong to. Larry filled me in on many of the originals, he would say “So and so is still around, but not here” but one of my favorites, Bob, a man that I liked, he said “He’s gone” I wrote back, what do you mean gone… He’s one of a kind. He was married when I knew him, off limits but I always said if he and his wife broke up, I would move in, and I typically don’t think like this.

I love revelations. Have you ever been concerned about a person, the control they have over your life, or the control you let them have over your life, they think they’re so superior, will call out any flaw you have to state their personal believes.
Once in a while, I’ll read what my child’s father has written, yes, I file it away in my mind, I like to keep a step ahead.

I read something tonight, everything came together, I went, poof….What an ass. I don’t what your personal preference is, how you will vote. In one post he wrote why is race in this I don’t see color……In another post they were discussing this white stuff you put on your face while shooting (I don’t know…..) he said “Maybe we should send Obama a tube.” At that moment, I had no fear of him, I don’t care what threats he makes again, I don’t’ care how superior he thinks he is……He’s nothing. If I ever had to go to court, sure I would be upset, scared, yet as long as I keep my mouth shut…..I have a tendency to shut down, and what I’m thinking comes out of my mouth, can one say fine;-) contempt of court sounds trashy.

I need more of the positives. Yet, I saw, for the first time I was LETTING this man have control over me, he’s a prick. The statement he made makes a certain type of person sound ignorant as the press would like to portray sportsmen.