Social Anxiety Blogs

So...this is my first blog...ever. Totally freaked out just writing this.

I'm 27 years old. Married and have two kids. I never thought I'd be married, but it's been over a year now.
I've always known that there wasn't something quite right with me. Ever since I was like 9. This is the first time I've tried to reach out and admit that I need to do something. I need to help myself, because I don't want my boys to grow up seeing their mommy scared all the time. Too scared to load them up in the car and drive them by myself to spend the day at the zoo. I don't want to be that kind of an example. I don't ever want them to feel the way I feel all the time. I want my sons to be able to make friends. To be able to walk up to a stranger and start a conversation.

I'm not really sure what to do since I don't have medical. I've recently started taking St. Johns Wort, something I can afford and get without prescription. Obviously not helping with the anxiety. I 'm hoping by writing this, it will help relieve some of it. I'm really struggling with day to day life and trying to grasp onto any kind of help I can get.

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