Social Anxiety Blogs

Hey I'm new my name is Carolina and I just watched True Life on MTV and realized that I have social anxiety. It's weird I just thought I was a nervous person. Anyway I'm 19 years old my father passed away when I was 9. I've been working with my Mom since I dropped out of high school at 14. I've only had friends when I was in middle school and I don't know why but I pushed them away after I started high school. So basically I have no friends since then except my sister and my cousin and Mom. I don't go out EVER except if I have to. There's so many things I want to do but I put up this front when someone talks to me or I have to talk to someone, I start getting like the person is gonna hit me why? I mean I'm not 5 years old I mean what can I do I need help or advice anything just to help me out because really I don't know what to do with myself or with my family. My family wants me to go out and I'm just like NO don't want to even if I really want to because I know how I start getting when I'm around people and in 5 minutes I start getting mad and irritated and they don't even know why, I'm just like I want to go home now. So thanks everyone for letting me vent even if it's just online. Peace.

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