Social Anxiety Blogs

Hi all,

I'm a 19 year old male dealing with depression and social anxiety. I gave up on medication and therapy because I thought I was weird. Also, I didn't feel comfortable around my older siblings. I left college after 3 days because I humiliated myself.
Recently, Ive been declining every invite to go anywhere. I work and go to school. I can't seem to have to balls to go to parties or other just social events. I don't get why I'm like this. I also just think hanging myself would be the best option. I don't think it'll eveer get better. So I jsut try to get great grades so I can get a great job and live by myself in a small apartment. Thats my current dream.

Sincerly,
Moody12345