Social Anxiety Blogs

So..this is to clear my thoughts. No ego :0

Why was I born into a world where I am forced to do things that I dislike, and generally suffer so much? Why do I feel like a failure if I don't feel like living up to other people's expectations; if I don't go after the stereotypical "good" ending - I must be strong, I must endure, I must: Be a good person, work hard, be organized, be passionate and happy and find a good career, overcome all depression and anxiety..?

Well, you want to make your life happy, right? Yes; so that is why you have to get over it! I don't think it matters so much why you exist in these crazy circumstances, why you feel sad about not being as good as other people being you feel that only a hard-working, focused person can find happiness.

The whole idea of losers and winners, I feel so tired about this...all this spiritual growth, not letting people down, MUST MAINTAIN responsibilites etc etc.

But hey! You let your mind go on without controlling it. What you said a few paragraphs up, it is as it is. I don't know why you're here, suffering, but we have to get out of it. All else is just comlaining. If you have to work to operate in society, if there is a pre-imposed limit on your freedom, just accept it. We're getting out of it! Do what must be done...then we can escape. You are getting close to escaping!!!! GET OUT OF HERE!!! YAy

Oh my, what's the point of life. You live and live...after many lives you then decide: What a waste..I want to escape. I guess it doesn't make sense to the mind, as the spiritual masters say, so here I go again. Stay mindful

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