Social Anxiety Blogs

So there have been a couple changes in my life since my last entry. I had my first counseling session. I guess it went okay. They're going to put me on medication. I don't know what, because I can't get in to see the doctor untill september. I've gone 27 years without it, so I guess I can wait a little longer. I really hope with the counseling and the meds, there will be an improvement.
I also started a new job. Like all the jobs I've had, which haven't been very many, it was pretty easy for me to get. My sister-in law happened to hire me. I'm a caregiver in a home for the elderly. I have done this kind of thing before and really enjoy it. I have a soft spot for the elderly. I think it's because I'm reminded of my grandparents, who passed away when I was a teen. At one time I was very close to them. They were the only family I had that ever really made me feel loved... unconditionally. I miss them very much. Unfortunately around the time they passed, I did not get to see them any more.
Anyways...back to the job. I'm not sure how well it's going to work out, because my sister-in law and I don't always get along so well. Fortunately we work different shifts.
Also my husband and I are trying to buy a house. We're waiting to see if we were approved. We should find out soon. All kinds of changes and I hope they work out for the best.