Social Anxiety Blogs

I decided that I’m not going to hide from my feelings and pent them up anymore, if I am angry, then I am going to be angry (in a healthy manner that is) If I feel pent up, then I should find someone who will talk it out with me, and then cry. I will no longer hold it all in, thinking that no one will listen, there are people who are willing to listen to me, and I’m going to gladly take that opportunity. If I need to get everything and anything off of my chest, then I should, and I will. NO more waiting. I am going to make an appointment with a psychologist tomorrow, so that he can help me through it, I am going to take those natural supplements, and I am going to continue to keep exercising and eating better. And I will try to pray as much as I can. This is my plan, and I hope to god it works!!! Wish me luck.
Just a thought:
WHY ARE WE SO AFRAID OF EACHOTHER!! EVERYONE IS AFRAID OF PEOPLE, WHY!? WE ARE ALL AFRAID, SO WHY SHOULD WE CARE, WHEN EVERYONE IS FUCKIN SHAKIN IN THEIR BOOTS!!

I mean I know why, people are afraid of judgments, and looking stupid. Sometimes I just want to do the stupidest thing ever!! Make a complete f*cking as$hole out of myself, just so I can get over the fear of looking like a moron!! Whooo fucking cares!!! I really don’t care, yet I let my fears take a hold of me. I hate it! If anxiety were a person, I’d f*ckin kick its a$s so hard there would be no recovery,THEN! I’d light them on fire!!! That mother f*cker would not have a chance!! So if everyone feels the same, and has the same fears, then why do we let it bring us down? Why don’t we just break out of our shells and act how we want to, say what we wanna say, not care about the awkwardness and making a little f*ck up and just LIVE!! Forget all the stupid draining worrying and pettiness. F*CK IT ALL!! Haha, I wish it was that easy, and you know what!? it probably is, we ourselves, just make it more complicated!!! AARRRGG!!!