Social Anxiety Blogs

After high school, which I just wanted to totally erase from my mind(what a fucking waste of 4 years), I went off to a small jr. college, because I knew that with my SA(I obviously didn't know it was called that at the time, I just knew that I was shy, and didn't like being around a lot of people), I would get swallowed up. At first, I didn't do very well, because it was a new experience for me. My first roommate was a total fucking redneck slob. He always wore a hunting cap, had a stupid twangy laugh, and was a lardass. All of his buddies smoked and drank, and acted like idiots.
I was very bad about not going to class, and was put on academic probation. So, I knew that I had to get my ass in gear, which I did. Also, this was the first time, that I had ever had any raphor with the opposite sex. Remember, I was laughed at and teased by a bunch of high school ding-dongs. Sometime during my senior year, I started lifting weights, and my body really started to fill out. Well, the girls started taking notice. I was still nervous around women, but it felt really good to overhear one girl to another, "Hey he's cute, he has a really nice ass". Slowly, I started building friendly relationships with women, but I knew one thing that I didn't want to do, GET INTO A RELATIONSHIP, because of all the stupid games. So, I didn't. One girl during intramural athletics of football, basketball, and baseball BEGGED me to wear shorts so she could check me out.
During my second year at jr. college, I fell into the relationship trap with a new freshman. It didn't last long. She dumped me for a pothead. So, it hurt for a bit, but I got back on my horse, and stayed relationship free. I graduated with an A.A. degree, and moved on to a school that had 300 students(I said it was small!) to one with 1,500. UNTIL NEXT TIME........