Death warmed over....

That's a pretty accurate description of how I'm feeling right now and for the majority of the day today (well, yesterday but all the same...). I haven't picked up needles or hook today at all. No energy, no real will to do anything but sleep. I haven't really done much of that today but hopefully, I'll be sleeping sometime soon.

In addition to the icky/sick feeling, anxiety and depression have been strong today in turns. One minute, I'm deeply depressed, another, I'm jumping at the slightest sounds.

I had wanted to go to the store tonight but I kept feeling that it wasn't 'safe' to go out (yeah, I get that feeling a lot lately) so I stayed in. Usually, I can get past that when I need to but today, it was too strong to ignore. Seeing yourself in a car accident isn't a pleasant thing to visualize...