Social Anxiety Blogs

Well I thought I had a blog here at one time but I guess they changes servers and my blog along with everyone else's blogs were lost?

Well anyways I am pretty depressed right now.. Me and Meg share the same birthday. She lives 15 minutes away from me and I wont be able to see her on our birthday, or on that weekend... I only get to see her once every two weeks and moved all the way from the West coast to the East to be with her. It's not her fault though... she has to monitor her dad when she is home till Febuary of 2008 so it is totaly understandable. I just get depressed around the hollidays when these kinds of things happen. So our birthday is a bust, Thanksgiving will be a bust, and Christmas will as well be a bust. See I have never spent hollidays alone like this before so it is strange and also depressing to think about. Well atleast this is only for one year I hope. I am going to buy myself a new gaming PC here in a little over a month so that will keep me busy during the hollidays. I suppose I should start looking into some sweet games to play hahaha.