Social Anxiety Blogs

My local g/f came over today, unexpectedly. I guess she had an appointment somewhere and they canceled so she came over to kill time before she went to work *rolls eyes* That just makes me feel so freakin' special...

We talked about a lot of things, sadly enough, most every topic in the world that depresses the living crap out of me. I know she didn't mean to make me feel that way but that was the end result. We mostly talked about her Mom passing, how she's handling that, which inevitably brought up my Mom, Dad, brother and grandmother *sigh*

Then, she started talking about my ex and oh, joy, that just brought up some bad memories...

On the up side (if there is such a thing....), my best friend came up today but I was sleeping when he arrived and apparently, he didn't try to wake me up. So, I wasted hours of sleeping when I could have spent time with him. *another sigh*

Then, after I got up, everything seemed to either piss me off, irritate me or make me even more depressed than I was earlier. I can't win....