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crusader22's picture

I wonder why I live

So..this is to clear my thoughts. No ego :0

Why was I born into a world where I am forced to do things that I dislike, and generally suffer so much? Why do I feel like a failure if I don't feel like living up to other people's expectations; if I don't go after the stereotypical "good" ending - I must be strong, I must endure, I must: Be a good person, work hard, be organized, be passionate and happy and find a good career, overcome all depression and anxiety..?

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am I a square?

I know life stories are boring...Currently I am waiting to be enrolled in summer school and I only need 2 more credits to graduate. I have already tried to be independent but my roommates let me down. I've been an "at home person" for about five months. I live off of social security at the moment because I have a really low white blood cell count. Most all my friend drink and smoke weed, I on the other hand can't really tolerate these things because I get bad reactions, If I drink I get a cold, and when I smoke I feel as if my anxiety will utterly land me in a heart attack and my ears ring.

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Maslow's picture

It is what it is

I wrote in my last blog about dissatisfaction with my relationship. That’s not really true. While there are times when I wish things were different, most of the time I’m satisfied.

Maslow's picture

Dog spelled backwards is god

The Buddha taught that all conditioned mental and physical phenomena are impermanent, but there is something that doesn't seem to change -- the dissatisfaction I have with my relationship with my wife.

Military intelligence, what a joke.

I’m having trouble comprehending how the Military can make me keep an insurance that I don’t want, that is interfering with the quality of my health, well being. I can’t comprehend how “Not active” isn’t enough for the State. The more I think about this, the more it makes me angry, I shouldn’t have to fax them anything, if I don’t want the insurance that should be enough. Then when you consider I don't have the insurance......

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leppardess's picture

Depressed again... and a thank you

((((((((((((((((Becky)))))))))))))))) That's a generous offer. That's just an example of how true a friend you are and the depth of your character runs. You're one of the nicest, best people that I've ever had the fortune to meet *hugs*

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